The truth is that sometimes who I am in my core, doesn’t align with who shows up on the outside. I know this and yet I still don’t change. Certain situations revert me back to autopilot, the person I am used too, and yet this is not me.
Nature is what reconnects me to myself. Nature, and fresh air, running and yoga. All these things I love and they bring a smile to my face. I am my happiest when I am in the midsts of these things.
The truth is that there are certain things in my life right now which are not making me happy but I am fearful to change them. Part of me doesn’t trust that I will make it work, so I take the safe option and tell myself a lie, yet this is not making me happy.
I do feel confused at the moment about what I should do, but then I think I think too much. My thoughts are spinning and maybe I need to just let them be.
The truth is that sometimes things aren’t easy and it is hard just to ‘listen to our hearts’ to decide what to do. That is the truth of real life.
Real life is complicated and messy and unexpected, yet it is beautiful and everything we have.
I am still counting all the things I am grateful for, especially today.